You already understand that you live in a world of fake smiles and simulated lifes, in a world where people from the crowd tell you what to do even if their life is full of misery. It's a strange world where you have to meet countless standarts just to live an ordinary life. You have to spend huge amounts of time and energy to be merely normal. Everybody tells you what to do, where to go, what to buy, what to say, how to think, how to dress, how to behave. Every aspect of your life is already decided by people that you don't even know. In this system the only thing you have to do is to obey and follow. You have to follow rules that are constantly changing. You have to meet requirements that have nothing to do with who you really are. You have to obey to an authority that knows everything better than you do. And you have no right to ask questions. Your role is to be a part of the system. So, what can you do in such situation? What can you do if you are a part of the system but you are not happy to be a part of the system? At first, you have to understand why this system exists. Here are countless systems that you are a part of. You have to understand why it is here for. You have to look beyond what is. You have to understand the positive intention that created this system. Now you have some clarity. Now you understand a little better what is happening. You are still a part of the system, but now you have awareness of the things arround you. You are not anymore like a fish on the shore that is just reacting at what is. Now you can consciously act because you understand what is happening. You don't have to fight with shadows anymore. Now you know that shadow is here because of the light behind you. Even if you understand things better, you still are not happy to be a part of this system. You want to turn lights on or off by yourself. But you are alone against a big world? What can you do? What can you change? If you want to destroy the system, you can't. If you want to change the system, you can't. If you want to change the people arround you, you can't. So what you can really do? You can change yourself. You can be a part of the system, follow it rules, and create some rules of your own. If you want, you are able to create your own system and let people follow you. But all the change have to begin from you. You have to change your thinking, you have to change your attitude, you have to change your habits. You have to become the kind of people you want to see arround you.
